Well it's here...2009

I am so glad that this point in my life I'm not giving yet "another" resolution of losing weight this year. I'm at the place where my body will get there when it gets good and ready. I'm eating intuitively and when my body needs fuel. I'm living life without knowing that if I go here or there I won't be deprived of one single thing. Because I allow my body the freedom to eat whatever it wants and today was admittedly a doughnut for breakfast....but just one. I had NO desire whatsoever to have 3 or 4.

I love feeling this way and knowing that eventually my body will reach it's healthy, shape, and size. Because I have changed and "diet" is now a BAD word in my vocabulary.

My cousin stayed with us for a night and I was sad when he said his mother told him if he would lose 50lbs...she would get him a 4-wheeler. He's 14, and she's already throwing him in the mentality that he's not good enough. I'm so sad that she's already putting him in this position. But alas, all I can do to stop what she is trying to start is show him.

Have a blessed and Happy New Year all!